Thursday, August 7, 2014

Today I took another pregnancy test and the line was SO dark! It made me feel better about my fears. I think I'll still take one every now and then until I finally hear the baby's heartbeat or see it on an ultrasound.

Today I am 4 weeks, 5 days. I am excited to tell my mother-in-law, who is a witch and probably already knows. Serously, she has been sending me texts with hints that she knows, and it is SO hard to keep the secret. My husband wants to tell her in person, and we see both of his parents tomorrow when they drive up to Y to help us move. I think we'll have a "baby" related balloon for Mish to hold, and we'll have her say "Mommy's pregnant!" :)


Monday, August 4, 2014

Great news!

I'm PREGNANT again! We are beyond excited, but also a little nervous after our last pregnancy wasn't viable. I really hope I can make it to 6 weeks this time. 5 weeks, 5 days when I lost the baby (or Junior as we lovingly called him/her). I know I'm going to be on edge until we hear Baby B's heartbeat.

Of course we already have names picked out because we are psycho and discussed it like crazy for the past two days. Here are our top choices:

GIRL:
Noelle Genevieve Bergman
Noelle Marie Bergman
Noelle Emilia Bergman
Noelle Amelia Bergman
*Nickname would be Noe (sounds like No-ee)

BOY:
Samson Oliver Bergman
Samson Joseph Bergman
Samson Michael Bergman
*nickname would be Sam or Sammy :)

As you can see, Baby B already has a first name (depending on his/her sex), and that's the most important part. I'm seriously leaning towards Noelle Emilia and Samson Oliver. We'll see how it all plays out though.

I am over the moon - how can I not be!? Michael keeps smiling and saying "guess what? you're pregnant!" Michelle can say "mommy's pregnant" but she also was able to say that before we lost Junior. I really have to stop comparing this pregnancy to Junior's...until I hear that heartbeat, I'm going to be stressing.

We move home on Friday/Saturday and I am so excited. I really want to be done with packing and cleaning, and be home all the time, but I know I'll miss the natural beauty of Yreka. I love being able to go to the lake whenever I want!
yadda yadda yadda!

Friday, July 18, 2014

Muahaha

AH yeah! I just had to register this name because hi, I love Michael. <3